Hypocrisy is expressing through actions or spoken words the condemnation of one’s choices; while actively participating in said behaviors themselves.

The real question is, who can I talk to about my problem and be taken seriously? The person I elude to has woven their Web in a monstrous depiction of myself due to actions and behaviors of my past nobody will take my side. So I’m damned if i do and damned if I don’t. What bugs me the most is that this person can do no wrong in the eyes of others and is an expert in painting me in a negative light.

Lost and confused, don’t know what to do….

She Walks In Love

SHE walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies,
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meets in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellow’d to that tender light
Which Heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair’d the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress
Or softly lightens o’er her face,
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek and o’er that brow
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,—
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent.

Lord Byron

I am certain of nothing but the holiness of the heart’s affections, and the truth of imagination. My imagination is a monastery and I am its monk.

Nothing ever becomes real till it is experienced. Much have I traveled in the realms of gold, and many goodly states and kingdoms seen. Yet I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for religion - I have shuddered at it. I shudder no more - I could be martyred for my religion - Love is my religion - I could die for that.

What the imagination seizes as beauty must be truth….

I feel that people are basically trying to do their best in the world. Even when you see people making mistakes, you understand why they’re making a mistake. Everybody has flaws, everybody has demons, everybody has ghosts, but I think you watch people and you see everybody trying to do their best. Sometimes you have to confront your demons and sometimes even let them loose to genuinely find a place where you can gain some understanding. Maturity, patience and an understanding of oneself; I believe brings balance and growth into our lives though ourselves. My demons, inner strengths and physical battles have guided me through life. Just as yours have you, so then I am no better or worse than anyone, but in different stages of metamorphosis through our different paths. Every path has its ups and downs but all have value.

Welcome friends new and old, come with me on this journey called life. The good times, the bad times and anything life can throw at me in between. Follow my day to day adventures, share the fun and frustration while forgetting your own.